There have been times, especially in this past year, that I have really struggled to figure out what God’s plan is for my life. Let’s be real.
There are times I’m still trying to figure it out.
Times when I’ve lost focus and gotten in my own way.
But then there are mornings like this morning. When I was awake before the sun. And a soft, blue glow slowly entered my room as I laid in my bed. And it was quiet. And simple.
And I had the day off of work and I was able to relax and do whatever I wanted and not do whatever I didn’t want.
And tonight I walked outside and it’s gotten chilly and windy here and I realize as I get ready to climb back inside my warm soft bed and snuggle with my little pup that I have to remember that everything is in His time.
I may not be where I planned on being.
But He has a plan.
He is gracious.
I am blessed.
And I am His.
Hi friends!! I know it’s been awhile since I posted in this format.
The videos have been fun and I’m getting a little more used to them but today I
really wanted to get back to where my heart is….writing.
I know I told you all a while back that I moved and was excited about the new adventure. And it’s been a great adventure to be sure. But my soul is still longing for more. I was cleaning my house today and had the tv on and I heard two people talking and it really struck a chord in me. A daughter was talking to her mom and she told her mom that she missed her. Her mother’s response was a WOW moment for me. Instead of saying “I’ve missed you too”, she said, “I’ve missed me too”.
It hit me so hard because even though I’ve moved and am on an interesting path, I’m still not feeling like myself.
So in the coming year I’m going to focus even more on getting back to me. I’m going to re-embrace my health full force, dress more like me, act more like me, stop settling and stop “fitting in”.
Yes, this move was exactly what I needed but in order to get
ahead I’ve had to compromise and I’m not willing to do that anymore.
Coming here has allowed me to reach a certain level of freedom but I’ve missed me and that is what I need to pursue. I said in video and I’m saying it here…we have this one life. Just this one. And I’ve got to do it right.
Friends, treat each other well, be kind and smile as often as you can.
Here’s to our health friends..both physical and mental.